I never really thought about it before now, but I suppose this has been one of my mantras since I was very young. In the shadow of whatever mountain standing before me, it has never been my nature to question whether I am going to traverse it or not....as long as my goal is on the other side, I will just keep going. This nature of mine; the innate bullheadedness that propels me forward against my every adversary, has not only gotten me to where I want to be (or at least closer to where I want to be) countless times , it has also allowed me to keep, for the most part, a joyful glint in my eye & a silliness to my being. If I just keep going, there isn't time to sweat the small stuff, or cry over any proverbial spilled milk. Granted both the bullheadedness & my silly-heart has gotten me into trouble as many times as it has saved me from it- I'm so thankful that it has been gifted to me. Just keep going...because surely somewhere along this journey is sure to be a good laugh- thank God! :)
This week has been difficult, but it hasn't swallowed me. I went back to work after my fall, made the first joke so that everyone knows that I am okay with my life's imperfections and kept going. I am starting to finally feel the physical pain start to lessen, so hopefully my bruises and unsteadiness will follow suit. I am still worried about what this means; the shelf-life that is my mobility, but seeing as there is not a damn thing I can do more than what I'm doing, I'll just keep going regardless.
I appreciate the comments and support you've given me more than you know. Just being allowed a moment to worry about it, grieve about it is so free-ing and gives me the courage to just keep going. Thank you for that.
I'm trying to be responsible and putting credits on images that are not mine, I don't know who these websites are, or what they say or standfor, I was just looking for images:
Pic1 google images: vastfitness.com
Pic2 google images: danielyount.com
Pic3 google images: genekwok.tumblr.com
Pic4 google images: bravegirlsclub.com
I'm glad you are feeling mostly better after the fall. What a scary thing to contemplate! It's wonderful to see how strong you are though :).
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