"What you do speaks so loud that I cannot year what you say."
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
I feel bound to/by/with my actions, so much so that there is no energy to speak or share a whole lot. I'm experiencing what I've described in the past as some kind of "flare". I haven't had one this badly since, I think, last Spring- around the time I stopped eating dairy and gluten. I go to work, and go home to recover, then go to work again.
Things are going well at work. I'm keeping my attitude positive. The business of my days & my iPod while in my office keep my mind off my body. My Director & I were talking about health in general (he had a freak- massive heart attack at 33 & survived and has been taking control of his health ever since). I told him that I have been a wreck since the testing on Friday and he told me that he couldn't tell I had been feeling so badly. "Good!" I said, "I still have to do what I need to do- you know, life."
"You're doing a great job", he said.
That was really nice to hear.