You hear these sayings all the time:
The above smiling beauty is my Miracle-Warrior smiling with all the excitement she can muster, because she has been granted the wish of her dreams to visit Disney World thanks to the Make A Wish Foundation. Not only that, that, the Make A Wish Foundation is granting MY wish of creating these wonderfully special memories with my family- my hearts- the reason I will never never never never give up.
"It's always too soon to quit." ~ Norma Vincent Peale
"Age wrinkles the body, quitting wrinkles the soul." ~ Douglas MacArthur
and of course
Last week, my GI Dr. gave up on me. I've had a rough few weeks; as of today it's been 14 days since I've been able to keep down any solids, and have been living off of about 16oz. of coconut water, and a vegetable or fruit smoothie- if they stay down. I've lost more than 10 lb during this time, and each trip to the ER (once by ambulance because I passed out) has ruled out gallbladder, liver and any EDS-related vascular scares and ends with the same "Here's some zofran, try to eat and see your GI". So I did. What did he say? He said that it could possibly be gastroparesis...we'll check that, but beyond that, this seems to be what EDS does, and there is no cure. This translated to me as "I can't help you, I won't figure out how I can help you, or look for someone who CAN help you; just go home and die." He is obviously fired.
Since then, I have seen my GP, who is worried, but doesn't know what to do- this was 7 days ago. Since then, I've gotten weaker and weaker; sicker and sicker. I feel hungry, starving actually, and as soon as I try to drink (have left solids off the menu for now), I am plagued by nausea & vomiting (and I sometimes cannot stop), and if I don't vomit, I have horrible intestinal shooting pains, and it literally feels like they are jumping around in my abdomen! Yesterday, I called my GP to ask if I could take the zofran more frequently, I'm already on the maximum does every 8 hours, the nurse (my Dr. is out for the holiday until Monday) said I could take it every 6 hours and that there isn't anything she can do until next week. She is going to try and get me in on Monday. Since then, I have gone to homeopathy to try and get some nutrients in my body to help me fight. I have a very large clock ticking away in my head for 2 reasons; reason #2 is that my body obviously cannot continue this way for very much longer, but reason #1 is this:
|Make-A-Wish is granting my miracle warrior a wish, and we leave in 10 days!|